how long have i been confused
wow that's a deep thought for me, my earliest recollections was while at home my sister loved playing dressup, she would dress me up like her dollies and then showed mom, mom loved it and encouraged it since i was so happy with it as well. This happened for many years, then when my sister was busy with her friends, i still played dressup, when i should have been outside playing with trucks and such.. I never wandered off as a child, mom always knew where i was going and who i was with. I had a friend named tommy that lived down the street,his mother owned a lingerie shop and her husband did the books for them. I would go to his house and his mom would answer the door in a pinafore or a light see through robe, always wearing bullet bras and shapers..:)
I was use to seeing mom in them but when I saw her in them, this has a lasting effect on a child growing up, she was beautiful, goddess like and i always wanted to just sit and talk with her. She would show me her latest items she had out on a special table, shapers,panty girdles,bullet bras, and falsies which i later found out she specialized in for ladies after masectomies.
I was surrounded by feminity 24/7 so it became 2nd nature for me to touch,feel,smell,and try on lingerie.:)
Curosity won out on me. I wanted to learn all about the female body and foundations.
I would have nightmares of dreams around some type of gun battle, but not on the grounds but in a brothel or speak easy of the roaring 20's. I was so drawn to that era growing up. I was fascinated by the discoveries I made of that era. My grandmother told me stories about that era as she was sewing doilies and such. she loved creating things using satin and lace. If i asked my mom or sister or the house maid about women of the 20's they always referred me to my grandmother who grew up in that era.:)
I gained psychic abilities they feel from my great grandfather who had the ability to tell people where to find something when they lost something. My great grandmother was indian and had healing abilities using what mother nature provided in herbs and such. I honed my psychic ability and would do psychic faires. A lady I met that worked the faires was a last name of Galbraith, she did past life regressions for people. I told her about my dreams of the roaring 20's and the gun battles, she said i would be a good subject to see what may be a past life. My irections kept telling me east of me, she got me relaxed and under her spell, i was able to remember a life as a moll in the roaring 20's,the gun battles were of the mobs and their gun battles against each other back then. The speakeasy i saw, eventually we found it in New Orleans louisiana,in a restaurant they had boarded up the speakeasy,but it was still there. I described it to the owner of the restaurant,and he was i so i remembered so much detail about the place, he said there was no way i would know that much detail unless i had been in there, this was my first trip to New orleans. I told him about my past life regression so he allowed me and my wife to somewhere no one else had seen. I was on target with what we saw that day,took a few pictures and never shared them with anyone.
From that day on, my wife started treating me more fem then she had ever done in the past.
she retaught me about feminity.
I was use to seeing mom in them but when I saw her in them, this has a lasting effect on a child growing up, she was beautiful, goddess like and i always wanted to just sit and talk with her. She would show me her latest items she had out on a special table, shapers,panty girdles,bullet bras, and falsies which i later found out she specialized in for ladies after masectomies.
I was surrounded by feminity 24/7 so it became 2nd nature for me to touch,feel,smell,and try on lingerie.:)
Curosity won out on me. I wanted to learn all about the female body and foundations.
I would have nightmares of dreams around some type of gun battle, but not on the grounds but in a brothel or speak easy of the roaring 20's. I was so drawn to that era growing up. I was fascinated by the discoveries I made of that era. My grandmother told me stories about that era as she was sewing doilies and such. she loved creating things using satin and lace. If i asked my mom or sister or the house maid about women of the 20's they always referred me to my grandmother who grew up in that era.:)
I gained psychic abilities they feel from my great grandfather who had the ability to tell people where to find something when they lost something. My great grandmother was indian and had healing abilities using what mother nature provided in herbs and such. I honed my psychic ability and would do psychic faires. A lady I met that worked the faires was a last name of Galbraith, she did past life regressions for people. I told her about my dreams of the roaring 20's and the gun battles, she said i would be a good subject to see what may be a past life. My irections kept telling me east of me, she got me relaxed and under her spell, i was able to remember a life as a moll in the roaring 20's,the gun battles were of the mobs and their gun battles against each other back then. The speakeasy i saw, eventually we found it in New Orleans louisiana,in a restaurant they had boarded up the speakeasy,but it was still there. I described it to the owner of the restaurant,and he was i so i remembered so much detail about the place, he said there was no way i would know that much detail unless i had been in there, this was my first trip to New orleans. I told him about my past life regression so he allowed me and my wife to somewhere no one else had seen. I was on target with what we saw that day,took a few pictures and never shared them with anyone.
From that day on, my wife started treating me more fem then she had ever done in the past.
she retaught me about feminity.
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